Friday, April 30, 2010

I received this little love letter from this e-mail:

Subject: Hello, greetings from US/California, watch your videos on YouTube all the time

Salem Mehmet to me
show details 12:52 am (1.5 hours ago)


I want to address your little statements you made:

"The good news is, if the elite who slither around in the ancient corridors of power hide from us - it means they are scared of us - and that means that they are vulnerable to attack and to being finished off."

Doreen, NOBODY is scared of you, you and your little dumb-ass friends can't "stop the elite" or "Roman Catholicism." My wife is a Roman Catholic of Slovak descent and when you insult the Roman Catholic Church, you are insulting my wife's family. Watch your mouth you filthy whore, I've already reported your Facebook profile and YouTube accounts to the Web administrators for inciting racist/violent speech.

How dare you convey weak threats about Roman Catholicism in your messages. I also noticed you try and speak for us Muslims and the Palestinians. You post video about "Rise of Islam in Europe" We are not trying to take over Europe; how dare you insult Islam and Muslims that way. How dare you call Palestinians Jews, the Palestinians are our people, the Arabs! Europeans, Arabs, and others you have ridiculed will punish you one day. I wish you pain and suffering; may you die from cancer or may you be physically beaten and left traumatized by the hands of a Roman Catholic or a Muslim. You should be aware that Muslims and Roman Catholics, and Protestants, and Orthodox are no longer enemies; quit trying to pit us against one another. Judaism is technically a dying religion; pretty soon it will be a religion of the past like Zoroastrianism. More and more Jews are becoming ever so secular and are becoming ambivalent about their culture. They marry the Euro-gentile you fear so much and have their children, their birthrates are low and pretty soon Arabs/Muslims will dominate your land of Israel. You are scared woman; that's good because you should know that Islam and Christianity dominate this world. You have no control over that.

Thursday, April 29, 2010


They asked me if I exercise. Hell no! I don't believe in exorcism. I don't believe for one single, solitary minute that putting myself through a regular ordeal is going to rid me of my demons.

They asked me if I play an instrument. And how I do! I play the strumpet. Quite the virtuosita I am too!

The root of evil lies not in the committing of base acts, but rather in the attempt to apprehend the sublime on the part of those not morally prepared to do so.

When people ask me what I do for a living I tell them that I'm a vampire. When they look at me oddly or laugh I ask: "If I told you that I'm a banker, lawyer or psychiatrist would I be a more respectable species of bloodsucker in your estimation?

Nobody bothered to ask how I am today, but had someone I just might have told the truth. My health is failing. My stamina is so low that it lies as a stagnant pool around my swollen ankles. My self-respect is probably buried somewhere under the floor tiles, but I have neither the strength nor the will to conduct an extensive dig for it. My sense of humor is in a coma. My libido is in an advanced state of rigor mortis.
Oh, and did I neglect to mention that my wit is dimming?

You're only as good as the last book you've written.

Mama said there'd be aeons like this.

Bisexuals are the Blacks of the Rainbow community.

I got dem ol' kozmik dis whole floating world ain't nothin' but a Kabuki stage blues again, Mama.

"...a Saturday night day." (This was a typo. It was meant to be Saturday night date.)

Doreen looks around for the nearest Calabi-Yau space to hide in in shame, hoping never to emerge. I'll take the Klein bottle with me. I think I need a drink.

Doreen shimmies out of her geek trying to do funny outfit and, donning her serious social contemplator get-up, queries____________________

Morphology – Sentience structure

Cutting into the Gender Bias – Men who sew are tailors, whereas women who sew are seamstresses. In a relationship, closeness suits her just fine. He feels hemmed in.

I'm not bigoted, but I can't stand people of PDF extraction. They're weird. They live in adobes. Most of the time they don't work and when they do they work as acrobats.

It's not fair! Any position that missionaries have sex in would, by definition, be "The Missionary Position". For the rest of us it's only man on top. :0(

This new reducing diet is really working! I'm not losing any weight, but I am getting shorter.

There are those who say that I do not know how to get along with people.
Untrue! All one has to do is lick up; kick down; adhere to a code of honor among thieves and make as many vapid jokes, preferably based on pop icons in order to increase one's popularity base, as possible.
Nothing could be simpler.
Those of us who are insightful enough to perceive the phenomenon for what it is, linguistically apt enough to articulate it to ourselves and others and of strong enough moral fiber to go against the social tide and opt out of ape-like behavior, are thereby exempt.
I am among the exempt.
Now you'll say that I am arrogant.
No, I'm not arrogant, just supremely self-possessed.
Self-possessed. Now you'll say that I'm a demon…

Comforting thought of the day: There is an infinite number of women with my mind and Carmen Electra's looks who do not have to clean for Pesach in infinite parallel universes – some perhaps as close as 10^10^497 meters away, give or take.

Who would want to have sex with someone with silicone implants?
I mean, who in their right mind would want to play with a couple of inflatable bags?
Probably someone who wasn't sure of the person's sexual skills and was afraid of getting into an accident.

I'm too much of a rebel to be schizophrenic. I'd just tell any voices that told me what to do to go to hell.

I've done it! It's my tour de force. It's the crowning achievement of decades of not only theoretical rumination, but endeavoring to live according to the principles I hold most dear. I have not only defined and elucidated the precepts, but attained the level of being the living embodiment of my ideation. I have thus formulated the basis of a new movement, which I am absolutely convinced is the one and only hope for all sentient beings and to which I intend to convert the entire world – by force if need be.
I have yclept it Anarcho-Anachro-Nacro-Necro-Narcissism. As the name clearly suggests; Anarcho-Anachro-Nacro-Necro-Narcissism is believing that one is oh, so special because one lives in a stuporous, stateless state which is out of, probably irrelevant to and almost definitely inconsequential and undesirable in any given time frame.

Tzfat's (Safed's) having been dubbed "The Ignominy of the Galilee" in the national press, is the afflatus for a new gadget I've developed that will prove to be very useful for the residents of Tzfat. A patent is already pending. So, no one better even think of stealing it. It is called the Ignominometer. It is a special cuff to measure the elevation of one's blood pressure in response to the anger as a result of, or the lowering of one's blood pressure in response to the shame of, the various degrees of ignominy which Tzfat is characterized by at any given moment.

As Poets make of themselves unrequited lovers, so Anarchists make of themselves Proletarians.

The limerent object of the Anarchist is all of Humanity.

When I consider the various schools of Judaism, such as they are nowadays; I feel like Goldilocks in the three bears' beds. One is too hard, a second too soft, yet a third too middling – and all entirely too Procrustean.

I was asked to describe the man of my dreams. Okay. Here goes: Bad hair, worse teeth and ears like Dumbo. He must be petulant, unpredictable and far too often floating belly up in his cups. The man of my dreams will drive me mad with frustration, steadfastly refusing my plaints that he wear a sporran - and nothing else. His dead meat should be overly pickled and he must have a funny accent. His otherwise exquisite writing should be vitiated with scurrilous punctuation.

I wonder what I will be when humanity grows up.

There is no greater obstacle to knowledge of God than belief.

A Mensan, with whom I have enjoyed corresponding for a few years, posed the following query to me: "Did you know that using Newton's method to find the roots of so elementary a function as x^3 - 1 = 0
in the complex plane leads to infinitely detailed fractals?"
In the recesses of my memory bank is a treasure chest into which I pitch all of the assorted and sundry curiosities that will be worthy of the most serious consideration just as soon as everyone has bilharzia-free water to drink, is fed, housed, clothed and shod, inoculated and educated.

Yes, my friend, if I recall correctly; this gem of a factoid is in there somewhere.

My son is teaching himself to play guitar. His playing causes me to wax philosophical – Strum und Twang.

The contention that an efficacious programme of ethnic cleansing has been implemented in "Palestine" is patently preposterous. Preposterous, I tell you. Israel remains as ethnically grotty and squalid as ever it was.

You can step into the same torpid pool twice. – Heravulvus

The dow that can be pronounced is not a blue chip dow. D-Tzy

Ever notice how the most nugatory statements are the most averred?

Where there's a will there may very well be a codicil.

Nihilism: Gloomy agnostication

Pharmaceutical Company: Casa Nostrum

Mommy! Mommy! I don't want to go to camp!
Shut up and keep writing subversive essays.

When they said: "be part of the solution", what they meant was: When the meltdown comes, take your place as the solvent or the solute.

Bats are the quintessence of what creation looks like when God and Satan collaborate. Humans are the apotheosis.

Our forefathers were commanded by God to redeem hearts of stone and turn them into flesh and blood.
We, in this generation, are commanded to redeem plastic.

George Walker Bush should go down in the annals of history as the man who eradicated paranoia.

People ask: What's real?
What's real and not real is not relevant to us, despite the fact that we've all been taught to think it's of the utmost importance.
That's right. I did just say that. And I meant what I said.
What's important is what we *want* to be true, how we use our hope and imaginations. That will determine what will be for us.
In this world, or, more properly, at this grade in our schooling, we are being taught how to ideate meaningfully, not how to align our thoughts with objective reality.
Objective reality is what we will create at a later stage in our schooling.

Just because I'm a Jew, if I do nothing but stay in bed all day and do nothing; about 3 billion people will obsess about my existence.
The Black Pope and the Queen of England have to work hard to keep their influence. I don't have to do anything.
In fact, among the 3 billion people who will obsess about me are the White and Black Popes and the monarchs of Europe.
That's power!
What's more powerful is that I wish it were not so.

Comforting thought for the day: If the world turns to grey goo because of nanotechnology run amok and resulting ecophagy, the black hole created by CERN would probably rather spit than swallow

One must know God and have faith in Man.
The latter is the greater of the two accomplishments.
Think: If people were not naturally intelligent, would the water be fluoridated?
If people were not naturally noble, would so much effort me made undermining our estimation of ourselves and one another?
If people were not naturally peaceful, would so much effort be expended creating wars?
If people were not basically Godly, would so much effort have been spent on promulgating the occult?

In every generation, the war machine looked like the unbeatable, unstoppable juggernaut and like the ultimate doomsday weapon to the populace.
And in every generation Humanity beat the reaper.
We will this time too and our descendants will look back on these days and our puny technology with the amusement that the quaintness of the chariot arouses in us.

Do you know the antonym of the French word grandeur? Some have it that it is blandeur, but it's not. The antonym of grandeur is insignifiance. Have you ever heard of a psychotic symptom called Delusions of Grandeur?
Have you ever heard of a psychotic symptom called Delusions of Insignfiance?
Ask yourself why not.
I ask you: What is more psychotic – for one to imagine that they are Cleopatra (or Napoleon for the male persuasion) –or- for one to imagine that they are a cog in a machine?
Which is more socially acceptable to say that you think you are Cleopatra (or Napoleon) or that you are a cog in a machine?

Trying to galvanize the Israelis into a revolutionary force is like trying to whip an OA meeting into a SWAT team.

Being insightful, clever and pithy about one's failure is a poor substitute for being successful. I'd rather be inciteful [sic] than insightful.

The elite are just people assuming the position.

Can'tcha just smell it? The entire psycho-social services system in Israel is stewing in Tavistock.

If anyone asks you for proof of your "conspiracy theories" tell them: Where there's smoke, there's fire. And where there's fire there are no documents.

Ask someone in Western society who lives in a row house, wears the fashion that everyone else is wearing that season, dons the hairstyle of the moment and works in a cubicle why s/he's against Collectivism and s/he'll tell you: That would take away my individuality!

Ask anyone of European descent what right they have to be in the Americas, Australia or New Zealand and they'll tell you: "I have Native blood". What they mean is: on my hands. The question is: Do the *Natives* accept you as one of them? If not, stop kidding yourself.
One has to be able to read the meta-messages in behaviors and events and also to realize they are sending meta-messages to others. When a people, en masse, agree to be called workers and be put in cubicles for 80-hour work weeks; their declarations of loving freedom are never going to be taken seriously by business, or its private clerical and administrative staff and police force, i.e., the government, ever again.

Ufomism – might be defined as a UFO that is not alien craft.

Our children are always imprescriptibly our biological family, but it's when our child chooses a mate that we know whether or not they are also our ideological child.
I doubt that it is more painful to miscarry a biological child than to miscarry an ideological child.

That which people term "counter culture" should properly be called over the counter culture.

Our cat Lula's love can be summed up thus: I love you. I knead you. I scent you a furball as a token of my affection.

George Walker Bush will go down in posterity as the man who cured paranoia.

Isn't positing that the fittest are rewarded by remaining in this world analagous to positing that the aptest students are rewarded by remaining in the first grade another year?

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel


Please watch and compare these two videos on the topic of human slavery.

With No One To Protect Them. [CENSORED] Child Labor, Child Slavery, Child Slaves

Please watch Kevin Bales' TED presentation on this link:

Can you name 10 techniques employed to steer your thinking about slavery?

Now please watch this presentation by a Behavioral Economist employed by MIT:

Dan Ariely asks, Are we in control of our own decisions?

Is it now clear to you how the issue of slavery has been presented to you in order to lead you to define slavery as the presenters would have you define it?

There were always house slaves who got a few more peas in their rice and lived under generally better conditions than their brethren in the fields and there were the slaves who oversaw the field hands and were given additional privileges. They were the slaves used to enforce the slavery of the worst off, because they had the most to lose. Were they any less slaves than those who did the hardest, dirtiest jobs?

Do you think you would you be a real slave if you couldn't get out from under the lash of a slave owner in Ghana, while you imagine yourself to be free not being able to get out from under chemtrails?

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Sunday, April 25, 2010

THE RING A Short, Intense and Terrifyingly Instructive Course in Comparative Psychological Anthropology

Please watch the original Japanese version of THE RING (with English subtitles)

and then watch the American version.

You'll see the American remake of the first film is very close to the original.

Now watch the Japanese sequel, called Ringu 2.

After that, which the American remake of the sequel.

Although the employed the Japanese director of Ringu 2 to make The Ring 2; the differences are astonishing.

It is important to note that The Ring is considered the most frightening movie ever released in Japan.

The Ring 2, the American remake of Ringu 2 is a must-see for anyone interested in the phenomenon of child abuse.

I'll reserve my observations, except to say that the Japanese are known for being a belligerent People with a long history of Fascism (that age of the Samurais), but the degree of horror in their version of The Ring 2 absolutely pales in comparison to the American version. Please watch and see for yourselves.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Friday, April 23, 2010


If you've ever wondered why Zionism, as it is practiced today in modern Israel, is nothing like the realization of the vision of Zion we Jews cherished throughout the ages, why it is oddly foreign to anything we ever knew or wanted to know, why it is the fulfillment of no Jew, religious or not, be they from any of the far-reaches of the Diaspora; the following conceptualizations of Zion may prove instructive as to why the State of Israel looks as it does, who the real founders of modern "Zionism" are and what its true goals are.

by Wm. Blake

And did those feet in ancient time.
Walk upon Englands mountains green:
And was the holy Lamb of God,
On Englands pleasant pastures seen!

And did the Countenance Divine,
Shine forth upon our clouded hills?
And was Jerusalem builded here,
Among these dark Satanic Mills?

Bring me my Bow of burning gold;
Bring me my Arrows of desire:
Bring me my Spear: O clouds unfold!
Bring me my Chariot of fire!

I will not cease from Mental Fight,
Nor shall my Sword sleep in my hand:
Till we have built Jerusalem,
In Englands green & pleasant Land

"The poem was inspired by the apocryphal story that a young Jesus, accompanied by his uncle Joseph of Arimathea, travelled to the area that is now England and visited Glastonbury. The legend is linked to an idea in the Book of Revelation (3:12 and 21:2) describing a Second Coming, wherein Jesus establishes a new Jerusalem.

And then there's "Zion's Glorious Hope," Song 64 in the Witnesses' religious songbook. The words of this song were set to music composed by Joseph Hayden in 1797.
Glorious things of thee are spoken,
Zion, city of our God!
He, whose Word cannot be broken,
Formed thee for His own abode.
On the Rock of Ages founded,
What can shake thy sure repose?
With salvation’s walls surrounded,
Thou may’st smile at all thy foes.
See! the streams of living waters,
Springing from eternal love;
Well supply thy sons and daughters,
And all fear of want remove:
Who can faint while such a river
Ever flows their thirst t’assuage?
Grace, which like the Lord, the Giver,
Never fails from age to age.
Round each habitation hovering,
See the cloud and fire appear!
For a glory and a cov’ring
Showing that the Lord is near.
Thus deriving from our banner
Light by night and shade by day;
Safe they feed upon the manna
Which He gives them when they pray.
Blest inhabitants of Zion,
Washed in the Redeemer’s blood!
Jesus, whom their souls rely on,
Makes them kings and priests to God.
’Tis His love His people raises,
Over self to reign as kings,
And as priests, His solemn praises
Each for a thank offering brings.
Savior, if of Zion’s city,
I through grace a member am,
Let the world deride or pity,
I will glory in Thy Name.
Fading is the worldling’s pleasure,
All his boasted pomp and show;
Solid joys and lasting treasure
None but Zion’s children know.

The hymn is sung to the same tune written by Hayden. It serves also for Das Deutschlandlie, Germany's national anthem. You know:

Germany, Germany above all,
Above all in the world,
When, for protection and defence, it always
takes a brotherly stand together.
From the Meuse to the Memel,
From the Adige to the Belt,
Germany, Germany above everything,
Above everything in the world…

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Monday, April 19, 2010

Freedom for Gilad


The concept that this world is a simulation, wholly without reality and that our very thought that we exist is an illusion is an old Jewish idea. It did not originate with modern Cosmologists...but...

where Judaism and cosmologists differ is in the difference between the Hebrew terms נסוי (pronounced nissui - translated as experiment) and the related word נסיון (pronounced nission - translated as experience).

The cosmologists consider this world an experiment or simulation being carried out by an advanced culture on high powered computers.

Jews understood that everything in this world is filled with moral content and moral choice.

Every situation in which we find ourselves and every decision we make is loaded with possibilities for making moral choices or not.

The moral choices that we make, or do not, are actually the building blocks of the creation of a world that is currently hidden to us, but will be revealed.

The Sages said: One hour in the World to Come is equal in ecstasy to this entire world. But they also said: One hour in this world is equal to all the World to Come, for it is here that we are given the opportunities for moral action. – Pirkei Avot (Ethics of the Fathers) Chapter IV, Teachings 16 and 17.

The western mind, in not taking into account the *primacy* of morality, in not being able to perceive that morality is built into the universe, misses the point of existence, even when they have understood the principles.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Wednesday, April 14, 2010

The Christians say that the Jews are the spawn of Satan. But the truth is, Lucifer is the spawn of the Christians.

There is no Lucifer in Torah. That horror was written into Vatican-commissioned translations.

There is HaSatan in Torah. HaSatan, nasty piece of work though he may be, is an angel of God and ultimately carries out God's will. HaSatan is the only angel so absolutely and utterly dedicated to God and so absolutely and utterly trusting of God's will that it is able to carry out the most difficult tasks when punishment must be meted out.

The idea of Lucifer, however, is utterly foreign to the Jewish mind and heart. The idea that there is a power that stands in opposition to God, vies with God for absolute power and wants the entire creation to be hell - is an idea hatched in the diseased hearts and minds of Euro-gentiles.

I would go so far as to say that Lucifer is the real god of the Euro-gentiles. Their obsession with Lucifer goes far beyond their love of God.

The reason why I reject Christianity utterly is because Christianity *demands* a belief in Lucifer.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Monday, April 12, 2010


The respective approaches to ontology and epistemology of the Jews and the Greeks were not so much diametrically opposed, indeed they were not, as they were irreconcilable.

The Greeks opined that the universe was essentially rationally and logically ordered and operated according to rational and logical laws that could be apprehended by anyone possessing an orderly, logical and rational mind; irrespective of whether the person was of noble or ignoble character.

The Jews knew that the universe is essentially moral, guided by essentially moral principles and could thus only be comprehended by those of high moral achievement, each in direct proportion to his or her individual moral achievement, based on the conscious undertaking to grow ever more moral.

Judaism certainly recognizes that astronomical numbers of bits of data (cheekily but aptly called "factoids" nowadays) can be accumulated using rationality and logic and empirical observation alone and one can amass a good deal of know-how based on the principle of the mother of necessity being the mother of invention. But we Jews know that without moral aptitude the implications of the data mined cannot be understood properly and the principles cannot be applied wisely and well. Without moral excellence one cannot advance beyond the level of the proverbial butterfly collector.

Another difference between the Jews and the Greeks is that our approach to learning admits of no dichotomy between the linguistic and the mathematical, as Hebrew is an alpha-numerical language. No reading is possible in Hebrew without calculation.

Indeed, the study of mathematics by Jews was not only undertaken to the purpose of serving Humankind, Kabbalah, that is true Kabbalah, is naught but the study of moral mathematics, as I have elucidated and elaborated upon in many of my writings. As the study of moral mathematics is so very foreign to the gentile mind, it is no wonder that they perceive it as some kind of "witchcraft".

Jews never studied mathematics abstracted from the moral principles that underlie the numbers and the names of the numbers and the relations between and among numbers. The Nobel Prize awarded to Prof. Yisrael (Robert J.) Aumann and our historical proven aptitude in mathematics notwithstanding, Jews are discouraged from undertaking the study of "theoretical mathematics". We learn, as I said, the Kabbalah – the study of moral mathematical-linguistics, not gentile mathematics.

With the advent of the "scientific method" it appeared, for awhile, that the approach to ontology and epistemology of the Greeks had proven to be the correct one and the approach of the Jews to knowledge and being receded and was temporarily eclipsed. This optical delusion [sic] was exacerbated in the minds of secular scientists by the bizarre and dark mysticism of the Christians, which was often attributed to the Jews as well because Christianity, possessing no validity on its own, was compelled to refer obsessively to Judaism in its vain attempt to reassure itself that it stood on some basis other than pagan debauchery, human sacrifice and drug-induced hallucination.

However, it did not take long before scientists, glamoured and enamoured with their own minds and growing ever more megalomaniacal with every seeming scientific victory over nature, soon descended into moral depravity and today the world has the Greeks to thank for such horrors as transhumanism, mind control experimentation, Big Phrama and the Hadron Collider – all of which adheres to the strictest rigors of mathematical analysis of scientific method even as it is increasingly morally deranged.

Is the gentile world slowly, reluctantly coming to the conclusion that they Jews have been right all along?

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
OMG! Will miracles never cease? I am in total accord with Richard Dawkins!

Prominent atheists Richard Dawkins and Christopher Hitchens are paying lawyers to investigate the possibility of prosecuting the pope for crimes against humanity, their solicitor confirmed today.

Bishop 'blames Jews' for criticism of Catholic church record on abuse



Friday, April 09, 2010


I found this comment on my YouTube Profile


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From Bosnia-Herzegovina with Love and Greeting (Shalom) to our Jewish friend SilverRedIndigo!

I have noted some of your comments regarding a strong serbian propaganda "we are the Saints" where in reality you know how much they are anti Semitic. Thanks for the truth revelations !"
I answered:
There are many issues that I have some interest in because they are human rights issues, but they are not the issues that I concentrate on most.

I have mentioned Serbian historical revisionism in passing, but it is not one of the issues that I spend much time on.

I have noticed that there is a lot more Serbian historical revisionism on the net in general and, I hope it is coincidence, since my friend Nancy Schaefer, who was the greatest opponent of child trafficking in the world was found shot dead in her home together with her Husband of 52 years, more people are contacting me about the Serbs.

I do not know if it is a coincidence, I hope so.

I don't intend to let the issue of the Serbs prey upon my time UNLESS I found out that there is a connection between them and child trafficking.
When I saw that he is calling for Bosniac-Croat collaboration, I added:
I see that you are for some kind of Bosniac-Croatian alliance. To the best of my knowledge, the Croatians were more guilty of Nazi collaboration than were the Serbs. The Serbs got used and thrown away by the Nazis. The Croats made themselves more useful to the Nazis.
I have little interest in your area, other than normal human rights concerns, so long as I have no evidence that what is going on there does not impact negatively on Jews or the welfare of children.

I am not actively pursuing that line of research. I hope it does not pursue me.

Do not try to drag me into this.
Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

Sunday, April 04, 2010

עור פני מתקלף

A Study in How Hebrew Becomes Entirely Different Imagery from the Original Thought

A dream that taught me something very deep about the relationship between Hebrew and other languages and about the way the mind works and creates images.

When my Dear Friend, Nancy Schaefer, of blessed memory, a true righteous Gentile was murdered together with her Husband of 52 years I was shocked to the core by it.

Nancy was 21 years my senior. She was, by nature, very motherly.

Yesterday or the day before I said to my Husband: I wake up in the morning to a world without Nancy. I feel like an orphan.

Last night I had a dream in which the skin on my face peeled.

The dream was very pointed, vivid and intense and I knew it was of significance.

It was only when I translated the gist of the dream into Hebrew that I understood.

עור פני מתקלף

עור פנ= transliterated into English will be ORPHAN

מת means dead in Hebrew.

The letters that remain are: י - ק-ל-ף.

If I sound those letters out in English I get: FEEL LIKE

Here we have a case not of sound-alike cognates that are derived from a common etymon, but an actual transliteration of feelings from English into Hebrew letters which produced actual words with produced a mental picture in my mind that seemingly is unrelated to the original thought.

I believe this is a key to consciousness.


The dream began with a thin strip of skin being pulled from under my chin. It wasn't painful; as it was just surface skin, but I worried it would go deeper.

Writing this in Hebrew I see:

פס דק של עור מתקלף מתחת לסנטר.

Within that, I see my Daughter's real name: פרד"ס. The word סנטר can be read again: הפרדס. 349 is the גמטריא of סנטר and הפרדס and שמט and השמד.

Next, the skin peeled from my right cheek. In Hebrew this becomes:

לחי ימין שלי

Within that phrase, one can find my Son's name: חשן.

In the phrase: עור לחי ימין שלי, the names of both of my Grandsons appear: נועם and שליו (that is how my Daughter spells the names).

Clearly I am afraid of leaving my Daughter, Son and Grandsons orphans.

Thereafter the skin peeled from my forehead:

מצחי = נצח =פסח

It is now חול המועד פסח.

Was this dream an expression of my fear, or premonitory?

Does מצחי = נצח mean that I win this battle over death, or am I headed for eternity?

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
‏מוצאי-שבת י"ט ניסן תש"ע
April 3, 2010

Friday, April 02, 2010

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