THE BA'AL SHEM TOV - WIKIPEDIA

Opposition to Lurianic Kabbalah

"It is remarkable that Besht, whose starting point was the same as that of Isaac Luria's Kabbalah arrived at seemingly opposite results. His conception of God was panentheistic; while the school of Luria laid the greatest stress upon the principle of emanation. Later Hasidic works spent much effort in reconciling these views. The Besht's fight against asceticism was directed more against the school from which it sprang than against pure Talmudism. His teachings concerning "joy" (simcha) were especially opposed to asceticism. The followers of Luria considered weeping an indispensable accompaniment to prayer; while Besht considered unrestrained weeping and feelings of sorrow to be wholly objectionable."

-and this-

"Another important result of his doctrines, which was of great practical importance, was his denial that asceticism is pleasing to God. "Whoever maintains that this life is worthless is in error: it is worth a great deal; only one must know how to use it properly." From the very beginning Besht fought against that contempt for the world which, through the influence of Isaac Luria's Kabbalah, had almost become a dogma among the Jews. He considered care of the body as necessary as care of the soul; since matter is also a manifestation of God, and must not be considered as hostile or opposed to Him."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Baal_Shem_Tov#Opposition_to_Lurianic_Kabbalah

Any search of Gnosticism + emanations + divine sparks, reveals that what Luria taught is Gnosticism at base, with Jewish terminology and a few tweaks.

It is no surprise that Luria encouraged asceticism and sadness. Those are the mainstays of "Ignatian spirituality" - and they lead invariably to the dark side.

D2

AMIDAR TZFAT

Like Living in a (Horror) Movie

To the purpose of making a home documentary movie about the conditions that exist in Amidar housing in Tzfat, I turn to the public with requests to contact me with any information and/or photos that you would like included in the documentary.

Anonymity is assured if you wish to remain anonymous!

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat,
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

תלונה על צפיפות ברכבת

אל משרד הבטחון, פניות הצבור
משרד התחבורה, פניות הצבור

נסענו ברכבת מעכו לבאר שבע ביום ראשון האחרון, ה-1 במרץ ש"ז. רצינו 'לתפוס' את הרכבת היוצאת מעכו ב-09:48 לבאר שבע. עמדנו על הרציף מס' 1 בתחנת עכו, ממנו – על פי ההכרזה הרשמית וכן בדרך כלל – אמורה הרכבת לצאת. עד 10:05 לא באה שום רכבת לתחנה ולא היה כל הסבר לאיחור. לפתע התעורר הרמקול לחיים וממנו בקעה הודעה, בקול בהול במקצת, המורה לנו לעבור מיד לרציף מס' 3 דרך המנהרה. עשינו זאת, עם כל חפצינו, בזריזות מרבית. ברציף מס' 3 חכינו עוד כ-10 דקות ואז הגיעה רכבת מן הדרום. הקורא ברמקול דרש מהנוסעים, שהתעתדו להגיע ברכבת זאת לנהריה, לרדת לרציף ולהמתין לרכבת מיוחדת שתקח אותם לנהריה ואנו הוזמנו לעלות על אותה רכבת. יצאנו מעכו ב-10:25.

עד חיפה הרכבת אספה נוסעים נוספים עד להתפקע. חיילים ישבו על הרצפה בכל מקום. לא יכולנו לעבור מרוב צפיפות. נסיון להשתמש בתא השירותים היחיד שיכולנו להגיע אליו הסתיים במפח נפש: האסלה היתה סתומה לחלוטין מרוב השימוש בה. ביציאה מתחנת חוף הכרמל נעצרה הרכבת ללא תנועה, וברמקול הכריזו כי "הרכבת עמוסה מדי ולא תוכל להמשיך אלא אם כן יירדו כל העומדים במעבר וימתינו לרכבת הבאה 5 דקות". רבים ירדו; רבים אחרים (מנסיון מצטבר, לדאבוננו) לא האמינו ל-"5 דקות" זה ונותרו ברכבת. בסופו של דבר הרכבת יצאה לדרך בכל זאת והגענו לבאר שבע באיחור של שעה לפחות. כך, כמו בקר לשחיטה, מובילים בני אנוש בישראל.

אחד מאנשי תחנת באר שבע נעלב, בשם "רכבת ישראל", כשאמרנו לו שלא היו שירותים ברכבת. היה עלינו להסביר לו כי פירושה של אסלה סתומה הוא חוסר יכולת להשתמש בשירותים, כלומר: אין שירותים ברכבת. נסעה אתנו אשה בהריון מתקדם. ייסוריה של הרה הממתינה 3 שעות כדי להגיע לשירותים מסודרים אינם סוד. זרמנו אל השירותים בתחנת באר שבע, וחיילת אחת אמרה כי "זה עוד היה מרווח, יחסית לימי ראשון אחרים." כלומר, לפי התרשמותה, בנסיעות קודמות היא סבלה יותר מצפיפות ודוחק. "אז למה אתם לא מתלוננים?" דורין שאלה אותה. "דבר אל הקיר," היא ענתה. אנו מקווים להיווכח כי היא טעתה, ויש כתובת לתלונה על השירות ברכבת.

כל אחד יודע כי בימי ראשון הרכבת עמוסה. אנו מבינים כי בעיה דומה קיימת בימי חמישי. אנחנו, ב"ה, גמלאים, ונוכל להחליט כי מעתה לא ניסע ברכבת בימי א או ה. אבל החיילים, הסטודנטים ושאר הנוסעים הרגילים בימי א/ה אינם קובעים לעצמם את מועדי הנסיעה, כלומר: הם נידונים לנסיעה מפרכת ומבזה. מדוע על החיילים והסטודנטים להגיע ליעדיהם מותשים כאילו עשו את הדרך ברגל? הלא כל הנחוץ הוא הנהגת רכבת אחת נוספת, דו-קומתית, בימי ראשון, וגם בימי חמישי (בתיאומי זמנים, כמובן). רבותי, מנהלי הרכבת – ודאי תוכלו לסדר זאת. גם אם הרכבת היא מונופול.

עובדה: חזרנו מבאר שבע לעכו ביום שלישי לפנות ערב. ברכבת היו נוסעים רבים, אך לא יותר מדי. אנשים השתמשו בתא השירותים, אך לא סתמו אותו. הרכבת יצאה בזמנה והגיעה בזמנה. כאילו רצו אנשי הרכבת להראות לנו: נוכל לתת שירות גם כך. אין להתייחס לשינויי עומס כמו אל גזירה ממרום, אלא לקחת זאת כאתגר. הרי איש אינו נוסע ברכבת חינם – משרד הבטחון משלם לרכבת ישראל תמורת הסעת החיילים, והשירות הלקוי שהחיילים מקבלים הוא גזל כספי הציבור; צפיפות מוגזמת היא נזק ודאי לרכוש צה"ל ועלולה לגרום לפגיעה בבריאות הנוסעים (או, ח"ו, גרוע מזה).

בברכה
דורין ודניאל דותן, צפת

העתק: הנהלת רכבת ישראל

This is absolute beauty of a video.

An Open Letter to the World

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JltuWpq0NFs

D2

Superlative Documentary on the Dead Sea Scrolls

I can't praise this documentary highly enough.

It is a remarkably sensitive, respectful and understanding documentary about the Dead Sea Scrolls by a Muslim who works for BBC by the name of Rageh Omaar.

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=RROAMfG82BY&feature=channel_page

I just had to send a letter of effusive compliments.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

הפרדת תורת הסוד
מהפסאודו-קבלה
ביהדות

http://tinyurl.com/ctwbg8

דורין אלן בל-דותן, צפת

SEPARATING THE MYSTICAL FROM THE OCCULT IN JUDAISM

As the חלופים on the letter ע the value 70 below teach us: The secret is turning the occult Babylonian confusion around to flowering of the heart.

סוד = 70 = סובב = בלבול = לבלוב

Someone sent this to me as part of a message:

"i am sorry to disappoint you but the Talmud is filled with occult matters. it was Rambam who claimed that these were daas yochid etc..he wasn't accepted as the aggadetos are extensive and written as if factual and well known.if you shun the mystical then you should only learn Rambam etc...not Kaballah"

The equivocation of occult and mystical in the passage above is both telling and deeply disturbing.

Occult is closely related to the word occlude.

To understand the difference between healthy, and necessary!, mysticism and the poisonous occult, we can benefit from the analogy of neurotransmitters and neurotoxic chemicals.

Neuro-receptors are chemicals in the brain that are not complete molecules. Some of the valences are left open. This makes them "need" other chemicals in order to complete the valences and make them stable.

The chemicals that they should bind with are the naturally-occurring neurotransmitters. In this case the brain and body are working as they should.

But there are chemicals and drugs that resemble the chemical composition of neuro-transmitters. They too provide the electrons that the neuro-receptors are "looking for". So, when they come in contact with the neuro-receptors, they are accepted as though they are a neuro-transmitter. An *occlusive* chemical bond is formed and the healthy neuro-transmitter cannot bond with the neuro-receptor. A state of toxicity is caused in the brain and the entire body. The subjective experience is one of reduced vitality and fogging, or even outright distortion, of the cognitive functions.

Mysticism and the occult are very similar at first blush. If the occult is allowed to enter the consciousness, it will form an occlusive bond with the psyche that will block healthy mysticism out.

To make matters worse, the occult is very seductive, because it not only resembles true mysticism at first; it also does not make the exacting moral demands upon us that true mystical revelation of HaShem, which, we learn from Yeshayahu HaNavi 58:8, *only* comes as a result of dealing with people justly, makes upon us. The occult is seductive because it works on our ego and makes us think that we must be very clever indeed to have been made privy to arcane matters. And the occult is addictive. It is just like heroin instead of the healthy neuro-transmitters.

Unfortunately, the Jewish People have not totally purged themselves of the influence of Mitzrayam. Additionally, twice we were exposed to the tum'ah of Bavel, Rachmana litzlan!, and both of those times were when we were traumatized when we arrived in Bavel, which made us all the more susceptible to the occult because we were in desperate need of reassuring teachings.

The very same need arose in us, in full force, after the Expulsions from Spain and Portugal and the Vatican made full use of our vulnerability.

Yes, there is both real mysticism and the occult in the Talmud. It is essential that we Jews are honest enough to admit that that is indeed the case and that we learn to distinguish between the pure and the impure. That this situation exists, is summed up succinctly here: "Hai Gaon, the enlightened head of the Pumbedita Academy, wrote (about 1000), "Sorcery and amulets sprang from the Sura Academy, because that lies near to Babylonia and to the house of Nebuchadnezzar.""

http://www.jewishencyclopedia.com/view.jsp?artid=1445&letter=A

I am in full agreement with Rabbi Yihhyah Qafahh, of Teiman's, position on Jewish mysticism: "Furthermore, Dor Daim accept that in Talmudic times there was a secret mystical tradition in Judaism, known as Maaseh Bereshith (the work of creation) and Maaseh Merkavah (the work of the chariot); ... They simply reject the notion that this tradition is represented by the ideas popularly referred to as Kabbalah in our days."

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Dor_Daim#Attitude_to_Kabbalah

I have taken out the part concerning the RaMB"aM. I simply cannot accept his Aristotelianism. We don't need Aristotle to understand Torah! Aristotle's methodical study of what he called PHYSICS is a sound basis for the study of science. But his METAPHYSICS is no closer to the understanding of Torah than that of any other Goi. HaShem did not make us wait for this Gentile philosopher to come along, genius though he was, to learn Torah.

The names of the months that some! of the Jews adopted (they do not appear in Megilot Yam HaMelech), tell us that we came under the influence of Babylonian occult. It is not enough to be reminded by those names that HaShem took us physically out of Bavel, we have to purge ourselves of those influences.

Just as our computers are vulnerable to virus attacks through the ports, which are essential openings because that is where the software also sends and receives signals, so Judaism is susceptible to occult viral attack through the back door. We too must come in contact with the Goi'im, but there is the problem of the eruv rav, there are conversions that aren't really conversions, there are the mischlings, there is ongoing infiltration of the Vatican into Judaism and, let it be said honestly, the fact that the Rabbinut in Israel is a government body and they receive a salary from the Israeli government, which comes from American money, is not a healthy situation. No one can be more moral than they person who pays their salary.
In closing please allow me to show a few חלופים that will demonstrate how essential the matter of learning Torah in utmost purity is and to make it clear why we must clear away the morass of the occult that has infiltrated Judaism and get to the root of Torah.

ספר מלכים = שמ + ן = 340+700 = 1040 = 41 = שמן = מ"א = מקץ = קמץ

קמץ, of course, is the name of a punctuation mark.

The שמן is the שמן משיחה.

משיח = ספר חי

גוי = 19 = חוה = הוגה

When we learn Torah (הוגה), we bring the Goyim into existence and as we read, so they are. The matter of how גוי is related to חוה is far too deep and involved to say in a few words, but you understand. If our reading of Torah is pure, the Goyim that we create from the אותיות and from the נקודות and the טעמים, which are the רוח הקדש that we breath into the letters will be pure.

רוח = 214 = דקדוק

And the letters ד and ק (which are אתב"שים) are in the word קדש as well.
If the Jews learning of Torah are not pure, are occluded by the occult, the Goyim we create will be, well, as we witness them.

Notice that one of the חלופים for שמן is קמץ.

ספר מלכים is all about the secrets of the נקודות and the טעמים. And these are the secrets of how the letters, which give the form to existence, are enlivened and become living beings.
Look at the word טעם please. You can see that it is composed of the letter ט and the word עם.
One of the חלופים for the letter ט is the word קבוץ, which equals 100+2+6+900 = 1008 = א+ ח = ט.
So, the wordטעם can be read as קבוץ עם. A טעם is the collective of all of the history, physicality, emotions, thoughts, actions, religious learning…of each עם.

טעמים, then, would be קבוץ עמים. This is the sum total of all of the history, physicality, emotions, thoughts, actions, religious learning…of *all* of Humanity.

דוד is the secret of the תגים.

תגים = 400+3+10+600 = 1013 = 14 = יד = אוהב = דוד

***We must learn these things in purity if we wish to live in a world of pure Goyim who are capable of the ultimate Humanity.***

We, the Jewish People, must purify ourselves of the occult that has crept into our midst because it does not allow us to perceive clearly or learn Torah in purity. When we look into Torah, which is called aspaklaria by the Sages all we can see is a reflection of our own Souls. If that Soul is murky with the occult, we will not see to the depths of Torah and the HaGoyim (the same letters can also pronounced higuim) that we create will be impure beings.

It is therefore of the utmost necessity that עם ישראל separate itself from all occult practices and thinking, this for the sake of the world we create.

בברכה,
Doreen Ellen bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

DAVIDIC BLOODLINES

It took me quite a while to get through the morass and understand what is really going on.

The following is what is really meant by the term "bloodlines".

I'm starting to understand that the crux of the entire matter is to be found in this quote:

Rabbi Shimon Ben Yochay says: There are three crowns: The crown of Torah and the crown of priesthood and the crown of Kingship. The crown of priesthood – Aaron merited it and took it. The crown of Kingship – David merited it and took it. The crown of Torah – remains waiting for generations. Whoever merits the Torah, is considered as meriting all three." [Kohelet Raba 7]

If you consider the three-tiered tiara (the Hebrew word for tiara is atara, you can see tiara is a metathesis of the Hebrew), you will understand that he is a pretender to the three crowns of Israel.

So are the monarchies, the British monarchy being the most insistent.

So long as the Jews exist, these pretenders can never be secure in their lie.

What they don't understand is the last sentence in the quote above.

The Kingship and Priesthood of Israel were only based on the crown of Torah. Without that, they are meaningless. The Kingship of Israel is a paradox. The King is truly a servant of God and Israel. They don't possess the humility demanded of the true Kingship of Israel.

Every Jew who hails from the Davidic line is a direct threat to their illusions, delusions and pretensions. And there are many of us.

Any Gentile who is even tangentially related to the Davidic line is co-opted and/or targeted too.

I was more than a bit surprised recently to learn that the name Ehrlich appears on the list of Jews believed to be descended from King David. My maternal Grandmother, Gussie Wiklinsky, married her first Cousin, Herschel Ehrlich. These are the parents of my Mother Phyllis (Frimit) Ehrlich. She subsequently remarried to Max Goldman. Goldman is another name that appears on the list of heirs to the David line. Their one son, Sheldon Goldman, is my Uncle. I am heir to his estate, which is not settled 26 months after his demise. Someone doesn't want me inheriting the Goldman money.

http://www.davidicdynasty.org/index.php

http://www.jewishgen.org/rabbinic/journal/kdavid4.htm

My Grandmother's youngest sister married Henry Dreifus. Treves/Dreifus is one of the main Davidic lines.

How does this connect with the Vatican and the Freemasons who play roles in my family story? Well, another one of the Wiklinsky's and Ehrlich's Cousins names is Fischer.

Geoffrey Fisher was the Archbishop of Canterbury who presided at the coronation of Queen Elizabeth II. He is the only known Freemason to become Archbishop of Canterbury, or so they claim, and he was an active Freemason all his life.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Geoffrey_Fisher

http://www.mqmagazine.co.uk/issue-18/p-07.php?PHPSESSID=c59cd231db419873a6a6

He wasn't a sympathetic figure and he wasn't the favored choice, evidently. Most thought another Bishop would have made a better choice for Archbishop of Canterbury: one George Kennedy Allen Bell.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/George_Kennedy_Allen_Bell

At the end of Fisher's term in office the Prime Minister of Britain was (Maurice) Harold Macmillan.

http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Harold_Macmillan

Bell is not only a Clan, it is a sept of Clan MacMillan. And there is the connection with McGill. And there is the connection with the Allen Memorial hospital.

My Husband's Mother's maiden name is Landes. That is one of the variants of the name Landau, another Jewish family connected to the Davidic line.

http://www.jewishgen.org/rabbinic/infofiles/surnames.htm

Both the Ehrlich's and the Landau's have family crests, which is unusual for Jewish families:

http://www.jewishgen.org/rabbinic/infofiles/surnames.htm

http://www.houseofnames.com/xq/asp.fc/qx/landau-family-crest.htm

And that is why perfectly innocent people's lives are totally disrupted, why they are targeted even before they are born.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

CHEMTRAILS OVER TZFAT!!!

Sundown 25 01 09

I've uploaded some of the photos of the chemtrails and black helicopters that I took yesterday evening.

The last time I saw odd clouds in the sky a camouflage (sp?)-colored helicopter passed my window twice, but the trail was clearly not emitting from the helicopter. Same yesterday with the two black helicopters.

Note they did it just at sunset. So, the full effects of the chemtrails couldn't be seen.

The last squiggly line was the last one I saw before the sky got too dark to photograph it.

Notice the sky didn't get black, but a weird grey.

Today the sky is totally overcast and it is a bleak and dreary day - but not a drop of rain. We've had *a lot* of days like this. By all rights, it should rain, but it doesn't.

There's no rain forecasted till Thursday and it's happened many times that rain was forecasted, but never came.

Israel is building desalination plants, but I understand they won't be ready for some two years.

Dan said he saw chemtrails in the sky again this morning (26 01 09) at 7:30.

This is the first time I've ever seen them make so many fly-overs.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

?טובעים בחשבונות מים "פלג הגליל" הגואים
"הגשת תביעה נגד חברת המים"פלג הגליל
http://www.geocities.com/dordot2001/PelegHaGalil.htm
דורין אלן בל-דותן, צפת

Lodging a Claim Against the "Peleg HaGalil" Water Company

You have just recently, or will soon be, receiving another water bill. If you are like us, your meter will once again show an impossibly large water use.

Please be advised that we have reported "Peleg HaGalil" to the police in Tzfat for fraud and, in our case, abuse of physically reduced and disabled people.

Another woman who called me told me that she reported them to the fraud division in Chaifa.

One of the phone calls we received was from the owner of the heated pool in Tzfat. He said his water bill was beyond belief. He told me that other businesses in the industrial area of Tzfat also said they received far-out bills.

We would recommend that anyone who feels physically and/or emotionally harmed from their fraudulent and strong-arm threats to turn off our water if we don't pay their extortion prices do the same.

The policeman I (Doreen) spoke with told me to go to the Court Building, right next to the Police station, and ask for a Claim form from Small Claims.

Doreen did and we are in the process of preparing that suit now.

Instructions as to how to lodge a small Claim are to be found here:

http://elyon1.court.gov.il/heb/info/choveret/hesb_ktanot.htm

No lawyer is necessary. Small Claims are up to 30,000 NIS. You will need to know the name of an individual to sue. The name of the company is not enough. The name of the CEO of "Peleg HaGalil"is Amos Rudin.

Claims must be made in Hebrew. If you require translations services, please contact us.

We have placed two ads in the local paper, "Chadash B'Galil", encouraging the public to take action against "Peleg HaGalil". The second one will come out this Friday, B"H.

Since placing the first ad, we have received many calls from every area of Tzfat, both from private individuals and owners of businesses.

We encourage you to put in a Claim against "Peleg HaGalil" if you feel you have been charged unreasonable water usage. Every Claim and Complaint at the Police Department strengthens the others.

We are intentionally not organizing the Claims into one group claim. We want to make cheating the public as expensive and difficult for "Peleg HaGalil" as possible. We want them to have to pay for individual suits. That's a lot of lawyer time.

Another avenue of recourse is to turn to the TV Program "Uvdah". They investigate fraudulent business practices of these kinds of companies ("Ta'agidim") and do exposes.

A multi-pronged approach against "Peleg HaGalil" is called for. They have proven to be obdurate in their determination to threaten us with cutting off our water supply if we do not pay their outrageous bills.

This extortion will continue, and escalate, if we do not take action as a Community.

Ilan Schochat, the new Mayor of Tzfat, has been made aware of this horrific company that Yishai Maimon brought in and we have been made to understand that he is sympathetic to the public.

Daniel and Doreen Dotan, Tzfat
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

PROBATE PROBLEMS – Request for Assistance

This video describes the many questions I have in the matter of probating the Estate of my Uncle, Sheldon Goldman, who I have reason to believe was a very wealthy man.

I am being told that the Estate is worth about $300,000 and that there was no will.

I have reason to believe that there may very well have been a will and my Uncle was known by all who knew him to be a very wealthy man.

This video was made on January 11, 2009, not 2008 as I stated in the beginning of the video.

I have uploaded the video onto Google in one half-hour segment.

http://video.google.com/videoplay?docid=-4497107025150617356

I also uploaded it on You Tube. The link below leads to the first of three segments:

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=bBY8fEw9Sw8

Please download these videos if they are of interest to you because I can't trust that they will be allowed to remain up for any length of time.

Thank you for your consideration.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Ofra Haza (1957-2000), of blessed memory

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=JWiyu0omKyw&feature=related

She used her world fame to investigate and try to make known what happened to the Yemenite children who disappeared in Israel and paid the ultimate price.

Shimon Peres took a liking to her when she was young, started and affair with her and sponsored her career.When she began to investigate what happened to the Yemenite children, he got scared because he knew that she was famous and powerful and loved generally. She thus was even more dangerous to him than Rabbi Uzi Meshulum.He had her killed.

Some say it was her own husband who was the hitman. I don't know. I do know he also died an untimely death.

D2

Zionism and Herzl - The Anti-Semitic Side of Zionism

This is one of the most important videos about Israel made to date.

The translation is superb.

http://tinyurl.com/7xxavw

If you are not familiar with it; please watch this stunning documentary, based on documentation, in its entirety.

This video blew my mind.

I thought I knew how anti-Semitic the anti-Semitic side of Zionism is. I hadn't even waded into the sewer.

In order to be balanced, it must be realized that Orthodoxy has been infiltrated and is profoundly infected with occultism.

The irony is, the same people who are responsible for the infiltration and infection of Judaism with occultism, are the very same people who own and operate the Zionists, who claim, mendaciously, to base their anti-Orthodoxy on those very distortions.

In fact, the real target is the kernel of true Judaism that remains, miraculously, despite the onslaught over the ages.

My guess is that it's the Vatican that's behind and choreographing the various onslaughts on us.

D2

Did You Suffer From Polio or Ringworm?

"Hello, Mrs. Dotan?"
Yes.
"Did you or anyone in your family suffer from polio or ringworm?"

That bizarre question was posed to me in a phone conversation I received less than a year ago.

This video will explain the question:

http://video.google.com/videosearch?q=ringworm+children&emb=0&aq=f#

In fact, my Stepfather had polio as a child. Let's recall that the first generations of polio vaccines used live virusus - which made those who got the vaccinations highly infectious.

I asked a number of my Ashkenazi friends if they got that phone call too. None of them did. Which means, that I am on a Sephardi list.

Was polio one of their experiments too?

D2

Mommy, Mommy, what are the Illuminati?

Why I'm Probably Right

I just had a conversation with someone who based his decision to become an atheist, in part, on grossly mistranslated and misrepresented quotes he was told by inimical Gentiles are found in the Talmud. They're not.


Being an atheist is certainly a better decision than being a Xian, but if one is going to go about the business of collecting accusations against the various religions of the world, one should at least vet if the accusations jibe with reality by asking the practitioners of the religion if the case is true.

He *wanted* to believe the worst about religions and gleefully gleaned what suited his purpose.

And then I heaved a sad sigh as I realized I cherish no such fondness for conspiracy theory.

I'll tell you truly. I hate conspiracy theory.

I would prefer to think that matters are the way they are because we, as a species, are just plain at the beginning of our development and are blundering badly.

I don't want to believe that MK ULTRA happened, that HAARP exists, that the Pope is a Nazi, that the Jesuits, KOMs, KOCs and the Catholic like have infiltrated every concentration of power, that our politicians are actually double agents who have been trained *not* to have the best interests of their respective nations at heart, that there are concentration camps in the US, that fluoride is placed in the water and mercury is put in vaccines and in our fillings to lower our cognitive and functioning levels...

But all the evidence points that way.

I'm probably right in my beliefs because these are not my pet preferences about how the world is or should be. I hate this shit and I hate thinking this way - but the facts on the ground leave me no recourse. Neither do I enjoy playing connect the dot.

I think that adopting a position that one does not cherish, but rather abhors, because the facts support it is a good indication that one has accepted the truth insofar as one can.

D2

God Helps Those Who Help Themselves

Last week, upon returning from the shuq; I met a woman who told me that she is one of the Bank HaPoalim customers whose retirement pension was lost by Bank HaPoalim when they used the accounts, unbeknownst to the customers, to gamble in the bourse and lost.

She told me she went to the bank one day only to be told that her entire Retirement Pension had been lost. Evidently, there is a problem with the insurance covering the accounts. She was told, in a wholly non-committal way, that they hope that they will be able to recover some portion of her pension, offering no percentages or time frame.

She told me that she was told by the staff at the bank to take heart – that she wasn't the only person this happened to. Indeed, it's tremendous comfort and consolation to know that Bank HaPoalim had gambled away the life savings of a large number of pensioners all over the country.

She told me that she is a widow who had been putting away a few shekels every month for fifteen years. She must have been a young widow, as she doesn't look more than about sixty years old.

I asked her what she intends to do about it.

She answered: "What can I do? What can anyone do? "They" do whatever they want to do to little people like us. But don't you worry. There's a God in Heaven and He'll see to it that they get their just comeuppance!"

The singly most dangerous, disempowering, downright crippling social control mechanism that was ever introduced into religion is the delusion that there is a God "out there", "up there" who is going to come to my rescue – some day. "I believe. I believe. I believe with perfect faith in the coming of Mashiach. And even though he tarries, still I await him". So, I need not exert myself to see to it that justice is done. I am exempt from responsibility for righting the wrongs in the world.

I could not decide if I was more heartbroken or livid. I was beside myself but I knew it would not help to tell this woman the truth. I knew I had to keep my silence until such time as she has experienced enough humiliation, fear and suffering personally and witnessed that of others that God Indwelling would burst out from the core of her being and she would know that she must take action for righteousness' sake of her own free will because the fate of her creation depends upon her Awakening. Some day she will take sufficient pity on herself and on humanity and the mesmerizing, soporific tune and repetitive directive that keeps her in lethargic thrall: "I believe. I believe. I believe with perfect faith in the coming of Mashiach. And even though he tarries, still I await him" will be washed away in a flood of light of Self-realization. The fear the RaMBa"M was paid by the Sultan to inculcate in her that if she didn't believe it she wasn't a real Jew will be swept away with it, her fetters will be loosed and will break – and She will arrive and begin to save her world, bit by bit. She will know that She is the Savior, She is God, if not Almighty. There is no other.

Either we find God in the deepest interior of our own spark of indignation at injustice and fan that little spark into an inferno of realization of God Indwelling and save one another and ourselves, or no one is coming to our rescue.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Mommy, Mommy, what are the Illuminati?

Lost in Translation

Martin Luther once said the following:

"The Hebrew language is the best language of all, with the richest vocabulary... If I were younger I would want to learn this language, because no one can really understand the Scriptures without it. For although the New Testament is written in Greek, it is full of Hebraisms and Hebrew expressions. It has therefore been aptly said that the Hebrews drink from the spring, the Greeks from the stream that flows from it, and the Latins from a downstream puddle."

In this rare, remarkable and uncharacteristic moment of lucidity; Martin Luther revealed a great deal to the Christian world. Would that they have taken heed, or at least notice.

Not only was Luther being generous of spirit enough to admit that only those fluent in Hebrew, that is the Jews, could understand the depths of Torah; he was saying that the German translation of "the Bible" that he himself produced could be nothing more than a torpid cesspool, if Latin was "a downstream puddle". Most remarkable of all, it is not only inferable, but necessarily true from Martin Luther's statement, that he admitted that he did not understand the Bible that he translated into vernacular German.

Whether or not Luther was aware of the alpha-numerical properties of Hebrew, which provide the layers and lattices of meaning, as well as alternative readings of the Text that are inaccessible to all but the adept and which render Hebrew wholly untranslatable is not inferable from the passage above. If he was aware of the alpha-numerical nature of Hebrew, he preferred not to share this information with his flock.

Because it is true that the Torah is wholly untranslatable, all hermeneutics and exegesis based on a "Bible" in translation must be delusion based on initial gross, often intentional, misunderstanding. It is most likely that any translations based on translations (translations of "the Bible" from Greek or Latin) will go yet further afield and one will be led into the sphere of hallucination based on delusion. Any conclusions drawn from hermeneutics and exegesis based on the Greek translation will be without foundation, while conclusions drawn from hermeneutics and exegesis based on translations of translations cannot but be insanity.

Woe to the followers of a religion who based their thought, their emotions, their intellectual work, their "spirituality" on gross misunderstanding! How much wasted effort, indeed, how much pain could have been averted had the Christian world heeded, or at least noted, Martin Luther's admission.

Christianity was, and remains, the most sophisticated system of mind and emotions control ever devised. I believe the leaders of the various denominations in the uppermost echelons of power and influence were, and are, very much aware of what Luther knew and chose to lead the Christians into demensions [sic] of "Bible" interpretation that constituted a delusional state of mind. The emotions generated by those delusional ideas must be considered extreme emotional disturbances. Christian history and how Christians typically related to the rest of humanity bear out these sad, but ineluctable, conclusions.

It is said that the mind sciences are a recent discipline and systematic mind control a modern undertaking. I differ from that opinion. It seems to me that pagan practices were nothing but mind and emotions control, often by trauma. These are age-old practices and Christianity has seen to it that they have not been lost in the mists of time, but only hidden behind filmy veils and symbols of sufficient abstraction that they are not immediately recognizable.

Would that the Christian world had taken heed, or at least notice, of Luther's message in the passage above. It was probably the most important message he delivered to the Christian world in his lifetime.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

The Truth About the Jews and Christ Hidden in Plain Sight

Recently, there is a huge push among Protestants, who think that if they rid Christianity of Catholicism then all will be pure and good, to pin all of the brutality of Christianity on the Catholics. That is a self-deception. Let's hope, however, that it is attributable to nascent recognition of the heinous acts committed in the name of Christ, the inner meaning of which will be explained below.

All of Christianity is a death cult.

It was Protestants, not Catholics, who carried out the witch hunts (although I'm sure the Vatican had a great deal to do with it, the Protestants were enthusiastic participations), enslaved the Blacks and devastated the Natives in North America.

Surely, you are familiar with the Chi Rho symbol.

The Greek letter rho in the symbol is another pronunciation of the name of the Egyptian sun god Ra. All languages in the Middle East are very flexible with the pronunciation of vowels, as they change with grammatical rules. One of the pronunciations of Ra was Ro, as is commonly known and acknowledged.
So, every time one ascribes divinity to christ, that person is ascribing divinity to chi RO ist. That person is saying that s/he is a ChiROist. The Chi, of course, has been integrated into Buddhism as a central teaching and we know that the occultist Catholics, like the Nazis who based themselves on the beliefs and hierarchical structure of the Jesuits, were obsessed with the Tibetans. The Nazis planned to set up an Aryan settlement in Tibet. They wanted to soak up the occult energy of Chi. It evidently compliments that of Rho.

It's hidden in plain view in the designation Christ, as is their wont to do things.

And I'll tell you what else is hidden in plain view - the identity of the true child of God who was sent to this world as a sacrificial lamb. The word Jews is hidden in the name Jesus.

The Hebrew word בני (b-n-i) can either be pronounced b'nei, meaning the sons or sons and daughters of, or it can be pronounced b'ni, meaning my son or it can be pronounced b'nai, meaning my sons or my sons and daughters.

The Hebrew Bible is not punctuated to allow for elasticity of interpretation. Thus the phrase בני ישראל (b-n-i Yisrael) can mean: the sons or the sons and daughters of Yisrael; my sons or my sons and daughters, Yisrael; or my son, Yisrael.

When the God of Yisrael says b-n-i Yisrael, God is referring to us as Its Children and also Its child in the singular.

Yisrael is the Child of God. We have no need of mythology or deification. We are the Child of God in human form and we act according to human abilities *for the sake of all humanity*.

The early Church understood the mission of the Jews in this world - that we are the Child of God sent into this world to redeem it – to be a light unto the Gentiles.

In order to hide the truth from the world, they contracted the story of an entire People, the Jewish People, in every generation, into the figure of one character - Jesus.

To make the Jews further unrecognizable as the true Child of God they then applied the supernatural attributes to Jesus that they found in pagan religions attributed to the various deities and mythological figures.

This also helped the Church attract the various heathens to Christianity - they made Jesus look familiar to the heathens they conquered by applying to him the mythology the heathens believed in.

The heathens thus acquiesced and the figure of Jesus became ever more fantastic, as he took on more and more mythological, supernatural qualities.

The identity of the true Child of God, the Jews, the People sent to redeem this world, to be a light unto the Gentiles, was thus hidden - eventually even from most of the Jews themselves.

This is the Truth (תורת) that the Church has been hiding from the world. First and foremost, we Jews must recall who and what we are and why we came into this world.

The early Church understood the mission of the Jews in this world - that we are the Child of God sent into this world to redeem it – to be a light unto the Gentiles.

In order to hide the truth from the world, they contracted the story of an entire People, the Jewish People, in every generation, into the figure of one character - Jesus.

To make the Jews further unrecognizable as the true Child of God they then applied the supernatural attributes to Jesus that they found in pagan religions attributed to the various deities and mythological figures.

This also helped the Church attract the various heathens to Christianity - they made Jesus look familiar to the heathens they conquered by applying to him the mythology the heathens believed in.

The heathens thus acquiesced and the figure of Jesus became ever more fantastic, as he took on more and more mythological, supernatural qualities.

The identity of the true Child of God, the Jews, the People sent to redeem this world, was thus hidden - eventually even from most of the Jews themselves.


Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Immanent God

Part 1

I've been experiencing profoundly disorienting confusion. I find I don't know how to think about anything anymore.

It began with someone on the net who said: "Don't you understand? Satan won."

I thought about it and said: Let's assume that that's true. I refuse to surrender. I refuse to give in. I still stand for justice.

And then I thought: What if I imagine a state of being in which there is no more God to pray to, no perfect being, no one to extricate us, no one to save us, no one out there.

Still, said I, I refuse to surrender to injustice. It is conceivable that I am the only being in creation that still stands for justice, not because I'm commanded to, not because I'll receive a reward if I do and a punishment if I don't - but because that is what I genuinely stand for. That is my value system. That is what really matters to me. At that point I realized that weak, fallible, ephemeral as I am - that would make me God.

There is no one out there to pray to. Every prayer I have offered to God to save the world has gone unanswered. I have to redefine prayer, because I still experience the need to pray. Prayer, in this case, can only be the calling forth of strength from my own depths. I am all alone. I am my only hope. I am God, if not almighty. The experience I've had of God all my life has not come from without, but from within.

My conception of God as Omnipotent has been the conceptualization of a moral/spiritual infant.

I have been left all alone, to my own moral/spiritual devices and I will either find my own salvation within myself, or not at all. No one is coming to my, or anyone else's, rescue. There is no transcendent God. There is only Immanent God.

Part 2

I've been reflecting on this experience hard.

At the time that I wrote it I felt it was overstated, but wasn't able to express the experience correctly. I entitled this Religious Atheism, but even at the time I understood that is only a very rough approximation of what I meant. I just didn't find the words for my experience and I do not now.

It is not that there is no God Transcendent. God most certainly can, and does, exist in purely transcendent form. And It interacts with us as such *so long as we need it*.

It can be alikened to a gene that switches off when it has carried out its function and is no longer needed. It's there, but inoperative - for that particular individual, although the gene certainly exists and is operative for other individuals of the species.

When we reach the highest rung we can at the level of understanding God as Savior; It takes us to the next level - the level at which we we are no longer dependent supplicants, but rather must find and cultivate God "within".

Never have I felt so small, so feeble. Never have I felt so ill-equipped for the task. It has been decades since my heart was so obdurate, so unwilling to stir. I used to experience that when I first tried to arouse myself to prayer to God Transcendent. Now, more sluggish still; my heart won't respond when I try to summon it to compassion. Learning prayer as arousal of God Immanent will be harder, much harder than was learning to pray to God Transcendent, Who is easily aroused to mercy because It is not limited by a body. Praying to my inner core to be aroused to mercy at will is orders of magnitude more difficult. The lowest rung at this level is far higher and vastly more demanding than the highest level of understanding God as Transcendent Savior, as Rescuer.

It is precisely because I am not filled with megalomaniacal "I AM GOD!", but rather with a feeling of being so very small and weak, even more lost and cognizant of how much danger I am in that I know that this is real. I remember feeling this way decades ago when God Transcendent first revealed Itself to me. But it is harder now, much much harder.

I asked Dan if the thought that what I'm saying would be considered heretical or antithetical to Judaism. I know I went past the pale of most Jews, Judaism being infiltrated and compromised at it is today. I wanted to know if there is an understanding like this in Judaism.

Dan said: That is the original Judaism and a flood of passages and teachings that I didn't formerly understand the meanings of passed through my mind. I knew he was right.

I suppose that most people who come to this understanding would become a Buddhist or an atheist. That would certainly be the easy and comfortable path. It's always easy to join an established way of thinking and have people endorsing you and identifying with you.

But I find myself going in a direction that no organized thought system that I know of comprehends. There are certainly elements of what I'm coming to understand in other religions and in atheism, but those elements aren't satisfactorily understood and developed, at least not for me.

And so, I go it alone, again, unguided into the uncharted.

Once, when I was young, I asked: How did You become God?
It answered: This is the story of your life.

D2