Programming
While just about everyone is generally programmed, the processes are called enculturation and acculturation in pre-industrial societies but employ in post-industrial societies, specific programming is generally carried out on individuals with an IQ of at least 130 who generally possess certain hereditary backgrounds.
Blondes and redheads with blue or green eyes are most susceptible to programming. That is the real reason that they are favored by D'Powerz Dat Be and why we have all been taught that that is the height of beauty - thus setting them up as models to emulate. There's something humorous about emulating someone who is more programmed than you, thus emulating behavior that is more artificial than yours might be if you were not emulating them. D'Powerz Dat Be have weird senses of humor.
You may assume that you've been the target of specific programming if you hail from progenitors that have blonde or red hair and blue or green eyes, even if you don't - like me. I've been subjected to heavy programming, because I am a Bell, one of the 300 families. I was able to flip the finger at the vast majority of it partly because my branch of the family got far enough away from the controllers that we picked our own names and my name contains the word 'rebel' in it, as does my Paternal Grandmother's. Some of the programming I was not able to overcome and I have to fight it continuously, which saps much of my stamina. Nobody subjected to specific program gets away unscathed. Much of it is accomplished with trauma. That's they way they do things.
If, when you are faced with information that should make you think, urge you to research, compel you to pro-act, act in your own self-defense and defense of other sentient beings, you instead react with:
fear or feelings of insanity - this is the big one
depression
fatigue
feeling helpless
shutting down your emotional structure and going into (illusory) super-rational mode
feeling physically unwell
feeling spaced out or unreal
going into denial, including irrational rejection of solid evidence
feelings of aggression
ridicule
thinking: I need a drink, tranquilizer, migraine pill, to eat something...
then, tag, you're it.
But it can be overcome.
In order to find your triggers, look at your talents and abilities.
Those talents and abilities have systematically been taken out of your control, except insofar as they help make a wage slave and/or tax payer of you.
The reason that the responses that would naturally engage your talents and abilities have been programmed to have you react inappropriately should be obvious. They don't want you to be able to use your God-given gifts to defend yourselves against them or to be able to build a world that is not in keeping with their program.
Your abilities and talents were not destroyed, just put beyond your ability to access them easily, because when the time comes that they need your particular talent or ability, they want to be able to trigger you to act in their interests and in the ways they'll determine. You were programmed to react positively to certain stimuli, the most common of which are "fnords", but there are other triggers, like smells, color combinations, EM waves carrying a signal you can pick up unconsciously.
You can, if you do not have implants in your brain, as the most hapless do, fight your programming.
It's a painful, protracted battle, but it can be won.
P.S. Paradoxically, the "paranoia" of being aware of this is the sanity of overcoming the programming.
It's *a whole lot* crazier when, faced with evidence of your own immanent destruction, to react with one of the responses listed above.
Expect to feel you're losing your mind when you start to consider this material, and for quite some time thereafter.
In a sense, you are.
But that's desirable.
What you're losing is your programmed mind. We've all been taught that going outside of certain boundaries of inquiry is insanity and we feel the fear of insanity whenever we begin to inquire into what D'Powerz Dat Be don't want you to know. That is general, one-size-fits-all programming (you can imagine how sophisticated the specific stuff is).
Let yourself lose that mind. It's not worth keeping. It was never really yours to begin with. It was never who you really are.
There is someone, someone far more wonderful that you now imagine, under that personality that implanted in you through years of psychological and emotional torture.
You'll find yourself under that. The real you was not erased. It was simply suppressed. It's there.
Don't be afraid.
D2