THEOLOGY FOR GROWN-UPS
What I am about to write is going to
contradict everything you have ever learned, except in hints that most people
choose to ignore.
Please hear me out before you decide that
I am the worst kind of heretic or have an agenda. Listen to my words, not the
ideas that you already have in mind.
My agenda is only this: telling the truth
about God that will explain what we actually see in the world and answer the
questions that false religion cannot explain; helping people arrive at greater
compassion, including compassion for themselves; being able to endure our
hardships with greater ease and coming to true appreciation of how precious
every good, kind, beautiful and healthy thing that exists really is.
A few Rabbis, and likely Jews who were
not ordained, have known what I am about to tell you in every generation. They
did not teach it except in hints because they felt that the truth was too heavy
to bear and that people were not ready for it. They thought, and were probably
right, that saying publicly what I am about to say herein would do more damage
than good in their generations.
We have come to the point where we have seen enough odd and difficult events to be able to accept the very heavy truth that will presently be explained. It is now not only possible for many people to understand, but necessary that it is known more generally.
We have come to the point where we have seen enough odd and difficult events to be able to accept the very heavy truth that will presently be explained. It is now not only possible for many people to understand, but necessary that it is known more generally.
We have come to the turning point. The
Redemption is now underway – disorienting and dismaying though it may be. We
need to understand why the events of our generation are so very heavy and hard.
The natural laws and physical properties of our world are undergoing an unprecedented
change. The physical world is no longer a willing, passive or apathetic partner
to wrongdoing. Matter itself is rejecting evil and this process will continue
apace. The time has come to explain what is happening.
Take a deep breath.
The most basic name of God in Hebrew is Yah. This computes to two very important truths, when we employ the gematriot. The Name Yah is the value of the name HaSatan. It is also the value of the expression: with love. I have demonstrated these gematriot in a number of my writings.
Jews don't use the Name Yah much, although it does appear in Torah. The Name Yah is regarded as "the power" and it is kind of kept at a distance for reasons that most Jews do not understand.
Yes, HaSatan, Yah, is God. The one and only God. The eternal God. There is no other. HaSatan is the "default setting" of God. In fact, halleluyah literally means hail HaSatan. Saying halleluyah does not mean that we Jews pray to Satan. It is a call to encourage. I will explain.
The greatest miracle that ever occurred, or ever will occur, is that HaSatan, Yah, found one point of light and love in itself, amidst the infinite darkness - and loved that light and resolved and vowed to nurture that one point of light until it filled all of creation. Yah vowed to transform itself into that light until all of its "being" was only light and love.
This is where the Christians' and Satanists' tradition of Lucifer as the light bringer comes from, though, of course, they do not understand the matter correctly.
Amidst eternal, infinite gloom and darkness, sad, lonely and abysmally unhappy Yah found one point of light and love in itself and rejoiced. Yah cherished that light as Mother and defended the light as Father.
Our lives – all of our pains and troubles, heartaches, all of the misery all of the turmoil and every atrocity is Yah plumbing its own depths of darkness and transforming itself into light and love. From the point of view of Yah, HaSatan, this is infinitely difficult. We live in a highly contracted and filtered version of these self-discoveries and cleansings and the pain is also spread out over the illusion of time. This is an inestimable kindness to us. Imagine feeling all of the pain that ever was at once. Imagine experiencing every atrocity personally at once. That would be our reality but for the buffers that Yah has created for us and we need to appreciate that kindness. Difficult as our hardships are, they are buffered and vastly mitigated. But this is not to make light of suffering. It is very real and very terrible. This should not be interpreted to mean that suffering is to be accepted stoically. The notion that pain is cleansing comes from the impurities in HaSatan. That idea is one of the ideas that must be transformed. We can, however, now understand why many people do not know a better way of learning and bring pain on themselves and on others.
Once we understand that every person in creation is taking part in the transformation of HaSatan into God the Most High, we will surely have more compassion for people. We will understand the enormity of the undertaking that their lives constitute. We will understand when they stumble and when they fail, we will understand why bad things happen to good people. We will understand all of the things that we could not understand when we presumed that God is essentially good.
Every good thing, every bit of beauty, every kindness, every gentle touch must be understood against the background of abysmal darkness, misery and wanton cruelty in which it has been brought into existence in order to understand how precious the beauty is and the magnitude of the accomplishment of every beautiful thing. There are no words that can describe the appreciation and the joy of HaSatan every time it overcomes its essential nature and brings something tender and beautiful into existence. It is the ultimate metamorphosis.
We encourage this process. That is why we say: Halleluyah! It is a term of encouragement and praise for HaSatan fighting a war with itself and transforming itself into light and kindness and a recognition of the Wisdom that is being accrued.
It is now clear why those who "worship Satan" and are failing utterly. They never were doing what HaSatan wanted. HaSatan does not wish to be praised for its essential evil. It wishes to be encouraged for its undertaking to recreate itself. Now that the process of self-transformation is nearing its perfection, they are finding themselves confused as their empires crumble around them. The Christians too are deeply dismayed by the changes in the physical laws and the nature of matter because they too did not understand the true nature of God.
When the process of the self-transformation of HaSatan into the Name of Four Letters is complete from our viewpoint – of course it is complete on the level of God – the world will be filled with joyous victory celebrations. That happy time is coming very, very soon.
The most basic name of God in Hebrew is Yah. This computes to two very important truths, when we employ the gematriot. The Name Yah is the value of the name HaSatan. It is also the value of the expression: with love. I have demonstrated these gematriot in a number of my writings.
Jews don't use the Name Yah much, although it does appear in Torah. The Name Yah is regarded as "the power" and it is kind of kept at a distance for reasons that most Jews do not understand.
Yes, HaSatan, Yah, is God. The one and only God. The eternal God. There is no other. HaSatan is the "default setting" of God. In fact, halleluyah literally means hail HaSatan. Saying halleluyah does not mean that we Jews pray to Satan. It is a call to encourage. I will explain.
The greatest miracle that ever occurred, or ever will occur, is that HaSatan, Yah, found one point of light and love in itself, amidst the infinite darkness - and loved that light and resolved and vowed to nurture that one point of light until it filled all of creation. Yah vowed to transform itself into that light until all of its "being" was only light and love.
This is where the Christians' and Satanists' tradition of Lucifer as the light bringer comes from, though, of course, they do not understand the matter correctly.
Amidst eternal, infinite gloom and darkness, sad, lonely and abysmally unhappy Yah found one point of light and love in itself and rejoiced. Yah cherished that light as Mother and defended the light as Father.
Our lives – all of our pains and troubles, heartaches, all of the misery all of the turmoil and every atrocity is Yah plumbing its own depths of darkness and transforming itself into light and love. From the point of view of Yah, HaSatan, this is infinitely difficult. We live in a highly contracted and filtered version of these self-discoveries and cleansings and the pain is also spread out over the illusion of time. This is an inestimable kindness to us. Imagine feeling all of the pain that ever was at once. Imagine experiencing every atrocity personally at once. That would be our reality but for the buffers that Yah has created for us and we need to appreciate that kindness. Difficult as our hardships are, they are buffered and vastly mitigated. But this is not to make light of suffering. It is very real and very terrible. This should not be interpreted to mean that suffering is to be accepted stoically. The notion that pain is cleansing comes from the impurities in HaSatan. That idea is one of the ideas that must be transformed. We can, however, now understand why many people do not know a better way of learning and bring pain on themselves and on others.
Once we understand that every person in creation is taking part in the transformation of HaSatan into God the Most High, we will surely have more compassion for people. We will understand the enormity of the undertaking that their lives constitute. We will understand when they stumble and when they fail, we will understand why bad things happen to good people. We will understand all of the things that we could not understand when we presumed that God is essentially good.
Every good thing, every bit of beauty, every kindness, every gentle touch must be understood against the background of abysmal darkness, misery and wanton cruelty in which it has been brought into existence in order to understand how precious the beauty is and the magnitude of the accomplishment of every beautiful thing. There are no words that can describe the appreciation and the joy of HaSatan every time it overcomes its essential nature and brings something tender and beautiful into existence. It is the ultimate metamorphosis.
We encourage this process. That is why we say: Halleluyah! It is a term of encouragement and praise for HaSatan fighting a war with itself and transforming itself into light and kindness and a recognition of the Wisdom that is being accrued.
It is now clear why those who "worship Satan" and are failing utterly. They never were doing what HaSatan wanted. HaSatan does not wish to be praised for its essential evil. It wishes to be encouraged for its undertaking to recreate itself. Now that the process of self-transformation is nearing its perfection, they are finding themselves confused as their empires crumble around them. The Christians too are deeply dismayed by the changes in the physical laws and the nature of matter because they too did not understand the true nature of God.
When the process of the self-transformation of HaSatan into the Name of Four Letters is complete from our viewpoint – of course it is complete on the level of God – the world will be filled with joyous victory celebrations. That happy time is coming very, very soon.
