Misery must NEVER be Allowed

to Supersede Joy

What people, most people en masse, put our attention on is what increases in the world.

The black magicians who arrange tragedies know that.

Why cooperate with them and aid and abet them? Because you've been told it's an act of loving-kindness to be miserable for someone?

If you are not directly involved, it is a far higher loving-kindness to be the embodiment of Happiness and spread Happiness. Creating actual Happiness is far greater than ruminating on misery that you only know if from the media.

I am NOT talking about being frivolous and insensitive.

I am talking about rooting evil out of the world from the root - by not watering the root of misery with your tears.

The Internet is being used to create a worldwide web of misery and panic.

Imagine the "vibes" the planet is bathed in when everyone is wringing their hands over the most recent tragedy that has been perpetrated. That brings down the whole "vibration" of reality to a low, miserable hum where the purveyors of the death industries know how to work best.

Let unhappiness be localized. If we can do something really real to help those who have suffered a tragedy, we must. Those who are directly involved have to deal with it - not everyone all over the planet who can do nothing but propagate waves of sorrow to no purpose but spreading misery for its own sake, which is the ground in which evil grows.

Bring the "vibration" up - where the Righteous can have the most impact.

We've all been told that commiserating is being a caring person, even if we have no knowledge of the people, except what we hear in the media. It is, in reality, contributing to bringing down all of Creation.

The evil people in positions of power they do not deserve and cannot handle in a happy world do this all the time. Every time they think we're recovering from the last reason they created to induce mass misery and hysteria, they perpetrate another atrocity.

And they will continue to do so so long as we react. When we no longer allow them to bring us down, they will realize they have no audience and have been defeated by Wisdom.

I want to make it very clear that I'm not talking about being entertained with petty amusements while others are suffering.

I am talking about turning our attention to the usually unseen world of Joy behind the smoky curtains so that the Light of it will shine brighter and brighter and this tragic theater now occupying our consciousness will vanish.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel
DoreenDotan@gmail.com

ב"ה

שמטה

תקון כל הסבל = 1353 = 354 = שמטה
שנת שמטה באה עלינו לטובה

We Jews Have One of Two Choices: 

To Be Infinitely Happy and Funny 

or Kozmikly Sad and Ludicrous

I'm going to be writing a few chilufim which will demonstrate that what I'll state in the English below them is not my opinion or something I'm making up. The depths of the Hebrew language reveal these Truths.
In all cases when I show the values of a final letter, it is in the value of the final letter, not the regular letter. When I mean the value of the regular letter, I write the regular letter, even at the end of a word.

ישראל = 541 = המצות = שיא צחוק הויה

גוי = 19 = אחי = אחוד = הוגה

משיח = 358 = השמחה

גוף = 809 = גורם = יצר כלי המקדש   

כהן = 725 = כל העם

הויה = 26 = כל בית ישראל יחד = 1025 = 26

עברית = 682 = סוד ברית = נהיה ברית = מעשה מרכבה

The word HaMitzvot is properly spelled with one ו, not two. Thus, we see that the word HaMitzvot is equal to the name Yisra'El. When two words have the same value, they are two aspects of one and the same meta-Being.
So, we see that we *are*, HaMitzvot. We do not simply do HaMitzvot. We are the embodiment of HaMitzvot. Everything that we say and do is HaMitzvot. It is we, then, who determine how HaMitzvot will be expressed in the Creation.
Yisra'El is also equal to the phrase: The pinnacle of Havaya's laugh.  We Jews have two choices, we can either be the pinnacle of HaShem's laugh in joy and love by being beautiful expressions of HaMitzvot or we can be the pinnacle of HaShem's bitter, sardonic laugh by making ourselves ludicrous.
Let's grow up from the illusion that HaShem is all sweet accord. We can embody the light side or the dark side. There is the dark side, which is every bit as strong as the light side. It is WE JEWS who have been vested with the responsibility to determine the nature of God's revelation here in the creation. We can embody the light side or the dark side, which is not so much evil as it is miserable and kvetchy. If we make the choice to do the latter, we will suffer and so will the entire creation. We can't just make a Golem who will do evil without our suffering. If we choose to be miserable, we will be surrounded by misery that we won't be able to escape until we choose to be the embodiment of Happiness and thereby change the entire nature of the Creation.

The Gentiles, HaGoyim, or more correctly pronounced HaJoyim, are our Brothers and Sisters, they are one with us, but they are also our creation. As we meditate in Torah, as our intentions and emotions are when we learn Torah – so the Gentiles will be. Get this and get it good. They are as we bring them into existence. We owe it to them to learn in Joy, in good intentions and with the intentions of sweetening and softening the difficult passages in Torah, not merely accepting them as they appear without doing deep Gematriot to the purpose of revealing the Light and the Love. If we do not, we will live the consequences. History proves me right on this.
Hebrew, as the chiluf above shows, is Ma'aseh Mercavah. Yes,  you've been doing it whether you know it or not – every time you say something in Hebrew - *but it is your inner intention, mood and emotions that will determine the inner nature of the form you brought into creation*. You owe it to the Creation to be Joy Itself and to intend the absolute best for all that you bring into Creation.

Mashiach is naught but Happiness itself. HaSimcha is Mashiach. We do not need to be waiting for someone to ride up on a white ass and make us happy. We, each of us, have to make the decision to will ourselves to be the embodiment of Happiness itself. No one can make you happy but you. So long as we learn Torah with darkness in our hearts and without a sense of humor, we will not see the infinite jokes in Torah. We will instead misinterpret it and become a ludicrous parody of what we are intended to be, never realizing that we are HaMitzvot. We will be re-enacting an ersatz of ourselves. Doing so arouses the laughter of the dark side of HaVayah, and instead of laughter in the world, the very same pronunciations become the cries of agony. Have mercy on the Creation! Be happy for the sake of Creation. The only sacrifice that we have to make is giving up the dubious kick we get out of being miserable.

Our Bodies *are* the Temple and all of our Body's organs are the vessels of HaMikdash. We do not have to build the Temple. We are already living in the Temple. Our Soul is always in The Temple Every act we do is that of HaCohenim's Service in the Temple.
When Jews use their Bodies, which are the real Mikdash, to hug stones, we do far worse than just make ourselves cosmically ludicrous. Because our Bodies are HaGorem – that which causes, when we misuse our bodies to perform what is essentially an act of avodah zara, we send "bad vibes", to use the terminology of the current times, out into creation. We Jews have been invested with the responsibility of setting the tone of the entire Creation. If we send out bad vibes because we refuse to acknowledge the depth of the Responsibility that has been invested in us and run away from the fact that WE, ALL OF US TOGETHER, ARE HAVAYAH, the entire Creation will suffer for our fundamental failure. Have Mercy! Let our being the embodiment of Happiness be our Mesirut Nefesh. The only sacrifice we are called upon to make is to give up being heavy and sad. We shouldn't desire to be happy because it feels good. We should endeavor and determine to be the embodiment of Happiness for the sake of the Creation.

See why I do Chilufim? Saves a whole lotta verbiage. :0)

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

ב"ה

הקשר בין נקודה חטף סגול ושלושה הבנים שנחטפו, ש ה' ישמור עלינו מצרות

לא אתעסק כאן בספקולציות על מי חטף את שלושת הנערים ולמה. אדבר כאן על הסיבה שדבר כזה יכול להתרחש בבריאה בכלל.
השם אלקים ואף השם הויה (לפעמים) מתחלים בנקודה חטף סגול, המורכבת משלוש נקודות (כנגד שלושה בנים) וסימן כי יש לבטא את האות המנקודת בה באופן חטוף.

האם כאשר אנו הגינו והתפללנו שמנו לב לנקודה חטף סגול בשמות אלקים ולפעמים בשם הויה? האם הגינו את הנקודות בשמחת לב ובכוונה לשמור על הבריאה מפורענויות המתרחשות כאשר אנו לא הוגים ברחמים, בשמחה ובכוונה שהבריאה תהיה כולה טובה?

הענין, רבותי, הוא לא רק להמשיך לנסות לתקן את המפלצות הנבראות מהיגוי בתורה ומתפילה שלא מבוטאים בשמחה, ברחמים ובכוונה לשמור על הבריאה מעוותים הנוצרים מהיגויינו, אלא לשמור ולהזהר עד מאד *לפני* שדברים מכוערים מתגלמים.

שה' ישמור על הנערים ההם ושהם יחזרו אל בתיהם במהרה בשלום.

ב"ה

הגאלה בהוה התמיד

כאשר אנו עושים חילופים, עלינו תמיד להעדיף את החילופים הכי משמחים ומנחמים. הענין הוא לא להנציח את הגעגועים למשיח והכמיהה לגאולה, אלא, בעזרת החילופים, לראות אנו ולהראות לאחרים כי המשיח תמיד כאן בתוכנו והגאולה היא בכל עת.
יש "מקובלים" המתבוננים בכל מיני מושגים הנשמעים, לכאורה, נעלים ונשגבים. הם אוהבים את המושגים הנשמעים "טריפיים" ומיסטיים כאלה. העדפה ההיא באה מהאגו ואינה משרתת את הבריאה. בעצם, להתבונן בכל מיני מושגים אסוטריים כאלה בגדר של עברה על " לֹא-תַעֲשֶׂה לְךָ פֶסֶל, וְכָל-תְּמוּנָה, אֲשֶׁר בַּשָּׁמַיִם מִמַּעַל, וַאֲשֶׁר בָּאָרֶץ מִתָּחַת--וַאֲשֶׁר בַּמַּיִם, מִתַּחַת לָאָרֶץ."  (שמות כ:ג). שום התבוננות במושגים כמו "בן" ו"רשימו" ושום חשיבות על "מטטרון" וכדומה לא הביאו לנחמת העם היהודי, לא מנע שום אסון שכבר בא עלינו, שה' ישמור, ולא הביאה את הידיעה כי אנו כבר בעדן המשיח ותמיד היינו ותמיד נהיה.

טובת העם ובריאה כולה חייבת להיות מטרתנו כאשר אנו לומדים את הקבלה ועושים את החילופים.

במקום להעדיף ביטוי כגון "כלי שבור", עלינו לראות:

כלי שבור = 568 = הנה שחר = שחר עולם שמחה = 1567 = 568.

עלינו תמיד לחפש את הגילה הנסתרת בכל רעיון שלילי.

תמיד לגלות את השמחה בביטויים הנראים עצובים במבט שטחי ולא להתפתות ממושגים הנשמעים כאלה מיסטיים. להיות אדם פשוט.

במקום לחשוב את מושגים כמו "רשימו" (=556) , עלינו לראות כל השאר  אשר כלה = הכל אשר.

אנו לא צריכים להביא את הגאולה, אחי היקרים מכל. אנו צריכים לדעת שהיא כבר כאן – ממש ולשוש בה ולהזמין את כל הבריאה לחוגג עמנו.

ונדע כי:

העתיד = 489 = דוד עתה

יבוא = 19 = חוה = הוה בעלץ = 1018 = 19 = זוג בעלץ
= עלץ חי

היא הגאלה = 60 = הכלה = כלי = עולם שמחה = 1059 = 60
= הוה הגאלה

הגאלה בהוה = 62 = הבנה = בני = שמחה בעולם = 1061 = 62
= הגן שמחה = אני עלץ

גאלה בהוה = 57 = אנו

כל פעם אנו אומרים את המילה אני אנו אומרים הגאלה בהוה. עלינו להגיע כולנו למודעות זאת!

הגאלה המשיח = 407 = אות

אמת זאת בכל אות ואות!

על כל יהודי לדעת ולאומר:

אנו המשיח = 420 = גאלה בהוה המשיח

כִּי קָרוֹב אֵלֶיךָ הַדָּבָר מְאֹד בְּפִיךָ וּבִלְבָבְךָ לַעֲשֹׂתוֹ. – דברים ל:י"ד

שבת שלום ומבורך

More Thoughts on Polyamory

We exist on many levels. These levels are not discrete, of course. But on each level a particular aspect of OurSelves is saliently expressed.
Generally, we live on the Physical, Emotional, Mental and and Soul levels.

I suppose if one is very evolved and integrated those levels are all in almost perfect balance and one will attract a Mate who is likewise balanced on all of those levels such that the two of you resonate perfectly on all of those levels.
The sex will be ATOMIC.
You will intuit one another's feelings effortlessly.
You will be within the same IQ range, standard deviations taken into account, of course.
You will be very similar in your Moral and Spiritual achievements and will spur one another on to develop maximally and your developments will continue to complement and supplement one another's so that you grow ever closer, not further apart.
Under said conditions, I would be Monogamous.

When you get there. Let me know. No bullshitting now.

In the meantime, let's be realistic. We are likely not going to meet anyone who is going to fulfill all of these requirements and if we try to be all of that for another person we are going to live in constant stress of not being able to and becoming a disappointment.
So, what we do is: We settle for someone who fulfills our most urgent needs and sacrifice the rest.

The Age of Sacrifice needs to come to an end.

If one can find someone on any ONE of these levels hold on to that person and keep them in your Life for as long as you can.
Keep each of the people who fulfill you on any ONE of those levels in your Life.

I believe we have Mates on each of those levels.
My Mate on the level of my Body is someone who, get ready now you probably won't believe this, can nary compose a sentence without spelling errors. He's a manual laborer. He's a hick.
I left him because I had to pursue the development of all of my other levels. No one told me to hold on to dear life if you find someone who is perfect for you on *any* of your levels and love and appreciate what that person can give you and find others who are perfect for you on the other levels.

I put someone I loved dearly behind me and went on to "develop my higher orders of being" because no one told me: You can, and should, LOVE *ALL* OF THE PEOPLE WHO GIVE YOU WHAT YOU NEED ON WHATEVER LEVEL THEY GIVE IT. APPRECIATE THEM AND HOLD ON TO THEM FOR DEAR LIFE.

No one told me that's kosher. So, I'm telling you.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Ontological Anarchy

I realized that the world we are living in, characterized such as it is by central governments, originates in and is fueled by our insistence upon viewing the world as though we are at the center of our consciousness and all others and else are viewed from that vantage point.

When We come to see ourSelves as *both* beings in and of ourSelves: real, actual, whole and with Our own integrity but also as aspects of all others, We will likewise create a decentralized world system.

Nullifying the ego enough to be able to dissolve into seeing oneSelf as an aspect of others, from their point of view, does not bring about obliteration of the Self. We simply become able to be both actual and perceived, real and a perception. Think particle and wave if it helps.

When We realize ourSelves as aspects of all the Others, We see around Us, We realize that any thought that arises in Our minds, any moment that arises in our Hearts, likewise arises in all Others - to varying extents of immediate awareness.
The thinker of the highest, purest, most loving thoughts, the originator of the tenderest and most sincere feelings is manifesting on the highest levels of reality and is broadcasting on orders of magnitude higher than those who hatch evil schemes.
So, let's pay attention to the Beautiful and strengthen it with Our Collective Attention. Let's share Our best thoughts and Our purest feelings One with Another and We will banish the world that was created when the majority of us were ego-centered quite naturally and as a matter of course.
Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

YES. I'M CRAZY ENOUGH TO THINK I CAN CHANGE THE WORLD.

Yes. I'm crazy enough to think I can change the world. And when I say change the world, I don't mean just create a better socio-economic structure within the world such as it is, while leaving the "laws of nature" intact. When I say change the world, I mean to change the entire nature of being. My idea of a New World Order is just that - a more liberal Existence, a more just Creation. AND I'm crazy enough to think you can change the world too.

I'd go so far as to say that so long as we accept the "laws of nature" such as they present themselves to our consciousness, we are milling water when we try to institute radically better systems. The currently accepted "laws of nature" are weighted against us. They favor enslavement.

Those really aren't laws of nature at all. They are the result of our how our minds and moral structures work. It is we who are currently making reality line up around us thus.

To change the world, we must change our moral structures significantly and jettison our preconceived notions about, well, just about everything.

The rejection of the current "laws of nature", based as they are on low-grade morality which we both attribute to all of nature and which determine how we attract phenomena to us is what I call Mystical Anarchy.

Because most Anarchists reject all mysticism, they are never going to get a better socio-economic structure of the ground. Their rejection of laws extend only to the rejection of those laws they realize are man-made, not realizing that ALL laws are man-made. We cannot artificially transplant a just socio-economic system on a reality that is reflecting our own malevolence. We have to transmute that malevolence to benevolence and then ALL laws will be on a higher, more liberal, more elastic level.

I'm also convinced that the gateway to breaking out of our attachment to these laws is finding the courage to stop payment of all loans and taxes and unjust charges.

That we cannot do alone. We have to organize.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

קריאה למהפכה

When They Tell You that You Have No Right to The Land, No Right to the Covenant, No Claims on Eternity

When they say to you: "You have no right to the Land after 2000 years! –or- "Your Covenant has ended!" –or-Your Tradition may have been relevant long ago, but it has no relevance to modern times!", what they are saying is:
"I am so blind that all I perceive is that you look European. I cannot see the Hebrew in you beneath the outer features. Had I sustained as many rapes and assimilating unions due to brainwash as your People have, there would be no trace of my Original Identity in me. I cannot conceive of surviving such a protracted Test.
I have not been found worthy and fit of eternal trust. I cannot keep, or even imagine, fealty forever. I could not keep up my end of an Eternal Covenant. I cannot be relied upon without end. After a finite amount of time, under finite pressure; I would give up what is most precious to me. I refuse to imagine anyone being found so morally sound as to remain loyal to their Promise forever. Therefore, you cannot possibly be a Party to a Covenant that is Eternal."
Don't listen to their characteristic shrieks, with their strident and shrill tone at all Israel. Don't listen at all. They are saying that, though they have been offered Eternity; they have chosen empherality. They have chosen to perish and perish they will by their own indictment. They too shall pass away and our Covenant will endure forever.
Those who have been kind and loving enough to themselves to deem themselves worthy of Eternity will see and honor it and protect it in us as we will in them.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Gay Marriage Rights

Oh, yeah. Absolutely. Everyone should have equal rights to have their monogamous-only relationships regulated by the state and, in the event that they're not deliriously happy with that set-up; they should have equal rights to be put through the Inquisition of the divorce courts and generate more revenues for the System.

The same people who pushed the formulation of "Feminism" (Gloria Steinem worked for the CIA and Aaron Russo said shortly before he died that one of the Rockefellers told him they were behind the "Feminist movement) in order to get women into the working world and have children totally vulnerable to the system from infancy, are now running this "progressive" idea.

Emma Goldman, a woman so essentially free that women of today can't hold a candle to her, warned women not to vote saying: "If voting changed anything, they'd make it illegal." She knew women were being opted into the voting System because outside of it, they represented a real threat to the System.
Helen Keller had this to say about the vote in 1911:
"Our democracy is but a name. We vote? What does that mean? It means that we choose between two bodies of real, though not avowed, autocrats. We choose between Tweedledum and Tweedledee."
Goldman and Keller wanted real emancipation for Humanity. They knew that being co-opted into the System was no advance at all.

Getting women to demand the vote instead of working to change the System integrally worked so well, they did it again with "Feminism". Now they're working the same proven-effective program to get people to get behind gay marriage. They *want* gays to marry and they want it badly - lots of control and revenues.

These are all mechanisms to induct potential dissidents into the System.

If you want to see what real progressive about relationships ideas look like, I would recommend the discussion in this article:
http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Polyamory
Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com

Deep Dark Diaspora

A very deep and dark level of the Diaspora is when they've got us so disconnected from who we are that we become a simulation, or worse, a parody, of OurSelves - when the Hebrews become Jew-ish and the Irish become Eire-ish, for example.

We've reached that abysmal level of Diaspora and being cut off from OurSelves when we begin to undertake study of our culture and language as subjects with an air of anthropological objectivity and having to satisfy course requirements as per the instructors' instructions: Jewish studies, Aboriginal studies, Black studies, Celtic language studies, Women's studies are examples. When an Irishman or Irishwoman in the Diaspora enrolls in a college course to learn how to be Irish and how to speak Irish - that person is DEEP in the Diaspora.
When we behold our Culture and our Languages with the desire to connect with them and, concomitantly, observe them with detached objectivity, as though they are a smear on a slide, we are far, far down into the Diaspora.
It's OK to learn about other cultures, of course, but when one learns about one's own culture in a university; the Diaspora is deep and very dark.

Then, as they do to the Jews, adding insult to injury; they tell you that you are not who and what you claim to be. They tell you that you are some kind of imposter. They will soon do this to the Irish and to the Aboriginals and to the Tibetans. They haven't done it yet because your Diaspora is not long enough yet. You still have too much genetic memory. But as you assimilate, they will do this to you. So, stop the process now.

Doreen Ellen Bell-Dotan, Tzfat, Israel

DoreenDotan@gmail.com